Ups and Downs..

So this week has had some ups and downs with the wedding.  We (as in Mum and Dad) paid off the venue, the cake, the catering, and we have almost everything done.  So it is getting so real and so close..and I am too excited.

However, there have also been some big hits.  People I really love maybe not being able to make it for health reasons and realizing how little some "friends" care.  If I just sit and think about these, I get very sad..and the person I want with me is Brian.

The thing I am most excited about getting married is having a best friend I DON'T have to call.  See, I won't have to call him because he is already going to be right by my side for the rest of my life.  The good, the bad, and the in between.  And there isn't anyone else I would want there with me.  He helps me see the bright side of things when I can't, and when there just isn't a bright side he comforts me and helps me feel better.  I won't have to worry about him backing out on me last minute cause he's already promised to be there good or bad for the rest of our life.  He listens to my endless stories about students, teachers, disorders, or anything else that completely fascinates or is in my life...even when it really doesn't matter to him.  He does this cause he loves me and he knows it is imprtant to me.  He will go places he doesn't really want to...just to make me happy.  I know there is going to be some really poopy things happen in my life, but as long as Brian is by my side I know I will make it through. 

So people keep asking, "Are you ready?"  The answer is simple, "HECK YES!"  I cannot be more ready to have my best friend by my side for the rest of my life.  The person I can trust with no doubts.  I am so ready to walk down that aisle and say, "I do" and get this party started!